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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 5, 2007 19:47:52 GMT -5
She did not know what to say, she did not know what to do. What was is about this creature that had her stunned? She did not know if she could bear to be from him, from those eyes, that face, those lips.
She looked into his eyes in silence as she heard bits and pieces of hte fast ramblings of his mind, he was thinking on how to discribe her. He couldn't. She did not know whether or not that was a good thing. But she knew by the end of this thought process that it was, he was comparing parts of her to himself. They seemed to be more alike than not, this interested her, and made her glad all at the same time. He was like her, was he sadistic then? Was he a murderer? She did not even need to ask the last one, she knew he was, she could feel it the moment that she had gone near him, in his aura, it was dark and morbid, gothic even... It intoxicated her much like his eyes.
"So..." She whispered. What was there to say to this man? This immortal that she was being drawn to like a moth to the flame? What could she say? Therw was nothing she could say without lookijng like a fool, that or telling the truth about how she felt, or moreso how he made her feel. She decided to go with her last thought, it would work better than looking like a fool. "I must be honest Kazeielan--" His name, oh how she loved the sound of it. "--I have never met one such as you... Never have I been affected like this..." She said the last part in an almost whisper, slightly ashamed of her words.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 5, 2007 20:01:44 GMT -5
How could she not? There is nothing special about me, aside from my damnable immortality.
"You... sound ashamed. Do not." I say, my own voice calming. Without thinking, my hand slides over and touches her fingers, the coldness of her hand making my pulse race uncontrollably. "I could say the same thing."
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|[Jayden]|
Grey Companion
Jayden Nox || Jayded Night
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 5, 2007 20:09:02 GMT -5
She listened to his missgivings about himself. She did not really know how to tell him how wonderous he was, how intoxicating. She feared she would sound like a fool if she did, and what she wanted to do, at this very moment, was close the gap between them, but she could not, for fear that it was too soon to do something so drastic. Though she pinned to.
She felt him touch her fingers and she felt her head spin, just like the first time he touched her. What had it been? Moments? Hours? Days ago? She could not tell, being with him as like being with only him and nothing else, even time stopped. She bit her lip as she felt his fingers slide over hers. She arched her face down, a few strands of hair falling into her pale face, her eyes gazeing up into his silence, her lip still softly between her pearly white teeth.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 6, 2007 19:04:05 GMT -5
I fight back the powerful urge to kiss her, to learn what those perfect lips feel like. I shake my head. Kazeielan, do not go jumping on women you have just met. I shake my head at myself, and look down at the water again. I stare at her, frozen in her perfection. Hardly able to breathe.
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|[Jayden]|
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Jayden Nox || Jayded Night
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 6, 2007 19:14:18 GMT -5
She watched him in silence for a moment, still feeling his hand upon hers. She does not dare look away from him, for fear that he will disappear and never return to her and she will forever be haunted by what could have been.
She heard a whisp of his thought. She was afterall more intuned with her speed than her mind reading. That and she was comepletely out of focus right now. He had a tendancy to do that to her. But she caught a little of it. Kiss. Lips. And then:--not--jumping on women--just met.
She could not help but smirk at him as she felt him fighting an inner battle within himself. If he only knew that she had been thinking the same thing not moments before. She had bee resisiting that urge for quite some time now. She leaned forward softly, only a few cenimeters, just enough to make it to where their faces were but 6 or so inches from each others.
She did not know if she should say something. She was too busy staring in to his eyes, his dark and wicked eyes, that burned with a dark fire, that burned her soul, well, what left of a soul she had that is. She bit her lower lip softly as she gazed into the fires of his soul, the protal to his darkness, his eyes.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 6, 2007 19:22:50 GMT -5
Too close. Too much. Her scent rolls over me in nearly painful waves of bliss, and the wall that is my control crashes to the ground.
I feel the coldness of her lips against mine, my hand slides up to grasp the back of her neck, pull her close to me. Not as close as I would have liked, but much closer than before, wonderfully, incomprehesnably closer. So much better. Everything falls away, leaving nothing, nothing but her, but me.
And then I pull away, and my cheeks flush again. I drop my hand and a lopsided smile comes to my face, but I do not lift my eyes to hers again. "Sorry," I mumble, my lips barely moving.
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 6, 2007 19:30:48 GMT -5
Her mind spins out of control as she sees him moving towards her in slow motion, he might have been going 30 miles an hour and it still would have seemed slow to her. She did not know how to react, her body was saying no, too close, far too close for someone to be, her mind was shouting at her to move, but her heart was tugging towards him, the stone heart that did not beat, did not move, was magnatized to him. What had he done to her?
All in an instant her walls came crashing down as his lips met hers. Her icy lips felt warm, her heart, she could have swon beat, if only for a second, it felt like it did, like she was alive once again, instead of this hollow shell, not liveing, but not being dead. Like she was lost in limbo. But now, at the very moment his lips touched hers she felt as if he himself had pulled her from the world of nothingness, into his world.
She felt his hand grasp her neck, pulling her even closer to him, she used al lthe strength she had to keep herself from pulling him to her, in the moment proceeding the incident. He looked embarassed that he had done such a thing. that he had done something drastic, he was embarassed, did he think he offended her? All she could muster, in the thousands upon millions of words she had in her mind, all she could say was three."Do it again."
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 6, 2007 19:44:27 GMT -5
My mind is too numb to make any decisions by itself. And I listen to her, entirely willingly. This time... it is different. It is... more... passionate in a way. Making even my mind whirl as my hands grasp her shoulders- gently, very gently- and pull her against my chest as my heart goes wild.
A small voice in the back of my mind tells me to stop. Screams at me to stop, almost begs. Maybe it knows better, maybe it knows that what I do may get me hurt in the end. May make me an animal in the end. But I oh so wish to take that chance.
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 6, 2007 19:52:21 GMT -5
That was all she wanted, and it felt as though that would be all she needed for the rest of her days on this God forsaken planet. Him. that was all she wanted and all she needed rolled into one.
She felt his lips touch hers once more, this time she could literally feel more passion in his kiss, and it was all she could do not to pin him right there. She still heard her mind, and her body, tugging at her, screaming at her, begging her not to let him in, not to let him hurt her. For they knew what was to come of it... They knew what she would become if she was hurt again. They new, and they knew that once it started it would never stop. She would never stop.
But she did not care. She did not listen to her mind or her body, but to the heart that was in her chest, like a stone, pulling her to him, through every barrier her mind could muster. She felt him pull her to his chest, she was not a tiny creature, but she felt small in his large arms, no, not small... Something else. What was the word. Safe?
She felt her arms move, without her minds permisssion, towards him, snaking around his neck and pulling him closer still. Her finger, long and agile, entwined themselves within his long dark hair. She felt her eyes close, and sas they did, she did not see darkness, no, but fireworks alomost, cliche, yes... But it was like he had ignited a fire within her, a fire, she never wished to let go out.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 6, 2007 19:57:53 GMT -5
It seems as if it has been forever before I must pull awy to breathe. And, even then, though I am gasping fo air, I do not want to stop. Not at all. My mind spins, thinking of everything that I do want, and am far too shy to ask.
I press my lips against hers again, my chest rising and falling rapidly, as my instinct wishes to gain control again, though I have long since given myself over to impulse. My hands slide to her hips, stop there. Almost with... uncertainty, even as I still feel the burningly cold- yet quickly warming- pressure of her lips against mine.
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 6, 2007 20:08:04 GMT -5
She felt as if she would die without him near her. She could tell he needed to breathe, and when he parted his lips from hers, she was panting, not even realizing why, seeing as she had no need for breath... But it was like he had given it to her, and then in one fail swoop, taken it as well, leaving her wanting it and needing it.
She looked deep into his eyes, feeling something she had never felt before in the many, many years she had lived. What was it? She could not pin point it, but she liked the feeling, and she hoped that it would never go away.
She felt his lips against hers once again and she felt content once more, she could feel his chest rise and fall as they kissed. All she could feel, all she could see, was her and him, nothing else, it was like the entire rest of the world just melted away.
She feels his hands upon her hips, they pause there, she hopes he is not wishing more, for she could not do it, and she would not do it. She had long ago thrown her resolve out the window, but she still had her wits, no matter how far off they were in lala land right now. She still knew that she knew nothing of this man, though the thought of being without him seemed almost insane.
She broke the kiss moments later, panting softy, looking into his eyes with a new feeling welling up in her chest. She did not know what there was to say to him, what there was to do than be with him. But she didn ot fully trust him, she id not fully know him, though she knew that she wanted to be with him, sheh ad to make sure he had the same thoughts in mind, and that this was not simply his lust for her beauty. There was almost uncertaintly in her eyes and on her face, not uncertain of her feelings, but of his, and of his intentions.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 6, 2007 20:15:37 GMT -5
I pull away again, my hands retract back into my lap. I drop my eyes.
"Again, I am sorry. I should not be so..." I almost draw a complete blank for words. "Forceful." I say, finally. my chest is still rising and falling, but I am quickly getting my breathing uner control, as well as my ugres, no matter how strong they are. For a moment, I completely lost all of my sense. I was too quick. I have probably scared her. Wonderful. Agh.... Kazeielan.... You will ruin this.
And I do not want to. I want to make this work... Strangely enough.
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 6, 2007 20:25:24 GMT -5
She had to chuckle at that. No, this was no simple chuckle, this was a laugh, it sounded strange for a moment, at least to her, it was like a ringing of bells almost, something sheh ad not heard in quite a long time. She shook her head and smiled at him. Thats right, smiled[i/]... Something she never recalled doing until now.
She rested her hand on his and gripped it softly, looking up at him. "If I did not enjoy it I would have stopped you long before it." She said after a moment of looking at him. She looked down for a moment. "I just want you to know... I am knew at this." She looked back up at him and gave a sort of half-grin before leaning in once more and placing a soft kiss, light, but still holding passion, on his lips, before leaning back and looked at him once more.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 14, 2007 19:16:14 GMT -5
She chuckles. I wrap my fingers around her hand. She seems so... tiny. Compared to me. I lift her hand to brush the back of it against my cheek. "If I did not enjoy it I would have stopped you long before it." she says. And I suppose she would have. She is a fighter, does not seem to be one to take things like that without a fight. "I just want you to know... I am new at this." And then her lips are against mine again, and my breath catches. All too soon she pulls away.
"I understand." I set our hands back on my leg, turn my eyes away from hers. "I suppose that I can say I am as well, in a way."
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 14, 2007 19:22:36 GMT -5
Jayden watches as she slides her hand against his cheek. She give a soft half grin before looking out at the water fall. She would have never known that coming into this forest tonight that she would find something like this. It was new, it was unusual, but she never wished to go back to the way it was before.
She could see that when she parted her lips from his that he was slightly disappointed, and this made her chuckle softly as she looked at him.
"I suppose that I can say I am as well, in a way."
She raised a brow, she fet her hand resting on his leg once more but that was not what she was rasing her brow at. She lifted her free hand and rested it on his chin, turning his face to hers once more. "What do you mean, in a way?" She asked, she was not mad or anything, simply confused.
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