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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jun 11, 2007 18:35:07 GMT -5
I have to remember to remain sharp around you.
I added, smiling.
So now, what should our new topic of discussion be? Maybe you'd like to reveal a bit more about yourself, hmm?
I suggested, folding my hands below my chin. This was a very interesting experience, one I wasn't to sure how to react to. Two highly guarded people carefully and slowly probing each other. Poking, prodding, and nudging information out of them.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
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Post by Kalia on Jun 11, 2007 22:12:54 GMT -5
"My dark past, and most of the information is to remain hidden by shadows for now. How about you share something?" Kalia asked, she had no intention of starting anithing, with a person she only knew for a day. True he seemed trustworthy, but Kalia wouldn't risk it.
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jun 12, 2007 19:17:44 GMT -5
Myself, hmm? But I never said I really trusted you, now did I?
I replied, smiling at her.
But I will divulge one secret. I used to be a member of the Sanguine Revenge.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
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Post by Kalia on Jun 13, 2007 8:30:11 GMT -5
"You never said that you distrusted me either.' Kalia smiled, she came back to the table and sat down. "Part of the Revenge?" She thought for a mometn, she dealt with them before and knew what they were about. On the other hand, who didn't? "Why?"
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jun 13, 2007 20:45:58 GMT -5
Because it was the king and his men who started the long line of tragedies which make up my past.
I replied coldly, clenching my gauntleted hand.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
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Post by Kalia on Jun 13, 2007 20:49:21 GMT -5
"Kakashi, stay calm. You wouldn't want to attract much attention would you?" Kalia smiled warmly. Dark past...Intresting...which kind of dark?
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jun 13, 2007 21:32:13 GMT -5
Right... sorry...
I muttered, trying to make myself relax more. It didn't really work, and I aveted my eyes to the fire, mulling over my own thoughts.
But now it's your turn. Tell me something about yourself.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
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Post by Kalia on Jun 14, 2007 1:42:49 GMT -5
"I can tell alot, things that will be intresting, and some things too dark to know. Try being more specific." Kalia suggested. You could tell she wasn't really willing to share much of her past; concidering that the last time she talked about it, was when Kalia had a fever, and was delusional.
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jul 9, 2007 15:35:04 GMT -5
Tell me something you've never told anyone else.
I added, then I clamped my mouth shut. She'd have to come up with it on her own, she'd get no more prodding from me. Besides, I didn't want to touch on a sensitive subject. Yet, that is. It's best to go into such things when no one else is around, and the only one listening is your friend and the darkness. This I knew from experience.
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Kalia
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Post by Kalia on Jul 10, 2007 10:35:27 GMT -5
Kalia's eyes got fixed on Kakashi and her mouth opened a bit as if to say something but no sound came. She couldn't quite believe that he said that. True, he showed her his face but it was only a mask; he was trying to get to things that she had locked behind an iron door and threw the key away into the darkness. "Ah...well..."She mumbled at last. "Your asking for a lot, but I guess I could tell you some things..."Kalia closed her eyes and sayed. "A while back, I have comited one crime for wich I can not forgive my self. True, I've killed before but not like this...And there's another thing that I have never told anyone." Her voice became brighter as she smiled. "I"m Insane!"
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jul 17, 2007 22:45:35 GMT -5
ooc:((heh, don't mind the random and sudden wardrobe and personality change, please. Just the side effect of the fact I haven't roleplayed Kakashi in such a long time.))
I laughed lightly at her second comment, but I couldn't really put my heart into it. My mind was far more focused on her earlier comment. Quite a thing to reveal, especially to a stranger like me. But then, maybe she didn't see me as a stranger anymore. Had this advanced into a friendship? I couldn't tell; it was a hard thing to understand if you'd had so few friends.
I shook my head and laughed quietly at myself. No friends? No friends. Did I really believe that? I'd known so many people in my life, surely one of them must've considered me a friend. No, my life hadn't been that depressing. Dead family, no friends, all alone. My story wasn't so dark as that, as much as I imagined it was some times. I really do wonder how much of my own misery has been self created, if I tell myself lies like "You have no friends" on instinct? It scared me a little.
I dragged my mind back the present, cringing slightly as I realized I'd let a gap of silence grow between us. Always focused on inner thoughts, and always ignoring the others around me. I needed to speak quickly if I wanted to keep the conversation going.
Well, I'll tell you a little secret: I'm insane, too.
I replied with a smile, half-serious. Sometimes I couldn't help but believe that was true. When I heard the voice in my head, when I felt the dark, insatiable blood lust, the urge to destroy and murder. That is when I felt it was true. But when things were pleasant, like now, I dismissed those moments as fantasy and illusion, hiding behind a burier of happy thoughts and warm feelings.
Anything else?
Asked, leaning back in my chair and dusting off my trench coat. The poor thing had really been neglected over the last few days, it needed to be cleaned
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Post by Kalia on Jul 17, 2007 22:55:15 GMT -5
Kalia looked over at Kakashi. Her eyes scaned his face and eyes, she knew what was going on in his head. Even though she didn't really showed it, covering her own thoughts with a smile, Kalia made a mental note to herself. "A few other things...But, I'm not sure I can unlock my mind enough to bring myself to tell them to anyone. Now, tell me something that you've never told anyone." Kalia smiled gently. In side her head she was making a mental remark of everythinig that Kakashi was thinking and saying. It was unusial for her for someone to be just like this...Even after the many people she has met though her travels.
(It's ok, I understand)
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jul 18, 2007 11:48:25 GMT -5
I let a little sigh escape. Yeah, I guess that was fair, she tells me something, I tell hers something, but I wasn't feeling so... open all of a sudden. Heck, I wasn't even sure what to tell her. The hard part about revealing secrets ifs finding the right one. You don't want to tell someone your darkest, deepest secret, but then they'll just get pissed of if you tell them a crappy one.
Smiled slightly, crossing my arms over my chest. OK, I'd thought of a good one. Normally I liked to keep him a secret, keep him hidden away. Just in case he reverted back to his prior form, and I lost him again to the undead. I've probably confused you, haven't I?
Well, remember what I said about living in a cave? Well, I wasn't always alone. I used to have a... companion. A wolf. His name was Hogosha.
I started, slipping a smooth black stone from my pocket. I twirled it in my hands for a second, blue runes lighting up along it's surface. Before long a mist entered the room, and slowly but surely took the shape of a large, black wolf.
He wagged his tail, looking around the room at the mildly surprised but oddly unresponsive patrons, then sat his butt down and looked up at me.
Long ago, back in that cave, he'd been killed defending me. But not just killed by anyone, by a wizard, who'd had plans to use the wolf as his own personal undead minion. Well, I'd be damned if I was going to let that happen, so through several very exciting and violent means, I gained the stone which held my dear friend's soul, and he became my undead minion. Then... he became not undead. A bit of a long story that, I'd save it for the next time Kalia wanted me to tell her something exciting.
How about that? I've never told anyone else that.
I said with a smile, resting my hand on my companion's head.
Your turn.
I added, the words "beat that" floating through my mind briefly. Man, I was competitive, wasn't I?
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Post by Kalia on Jul 18, 2007 18:18:03 GMT -5
'intresting, yet sad story..." Kalia mumbled looking up. Thoughts were running though her head, thank god that Kakashi couldn't hear them, or he'll freak out. Kalia took a deep breath and looked back down at the guy. 'Hm....about that crime...A while back, when I was, was 14, I've had a friend back home." If one can call it a home... A small smile appeared on her lips, and her eyes seemed to be staring at something beyond the normal limits and boundries."We were like sisters, always by eachother's side, always smiling and same in so many ways...But one day." Her voice stoped for a second, and Kalia closed her eyes. "One day, me and her were sitting by the creek, it was a cloudy day, with chances of rain. We both got attacked, by...it doesn't matter, but we got attacked. The agressors draged us in different diractions. I knew I was stronger then her, and tryed to fight them off, but they killed her first. She died in my arms, I was never able to have revenge on all of them." Kalia opened her eyes and blinked a few times, not to hold back the tears, wich didn't show up, but to get her eyes focused again. "You did have a family right? Tell me about them.'
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Post by Daemon [Naryae] on Jul 18, 2007 18:48:52 GMT -5
I listened in silence, feeling a bit of sympathy for her. Only a bit, because more than that felt oddly beyond my reach. I narrowed my eyes angrily for a second, drawing back into the recesses of my mind, my thoughts racing back to a day not so long ago. I dragged my thoughts back to real life, though, in time to catch her question.
Oh...
I muttered, almost growling the word under my breath. I turned my eye away from her, looking into the fire, trying to think of a good diversion. I could have Hogosha bite someone, or I could simply stand up and walk away. I could, but I wasn't really brave enough to do any of that, and I new it. So I swallowed my apprehension, and answered her question.
My family. Well, like I said before, I had an older sister, younger brother, and two parents. My sister... she never really fit in with the family, and I don't think she ever really believed Father was her real dad, so she ran away. My Mother took my younger brother and left me and my dad. He'd lost his honor when he failed to save his comrades, and Mother couldn't stand to live with him anymore. And I personally don't blaim any of them, because my dad wasn't a real winner, even on the good days. After screwing up a few more times, he finally did something right and rid the world of himself.
I explained. Many of the words were cold, and I never took my eyes off the fire the entire time. I didn't like talking about my family, obviousely. I had plenty of reasons, really. I just never really went into to much detail about all of it. In fact, I'd never before told anyone how exactly my dad had "screwed up" before he killed himself.
I smiled slightly, looking at Kalia out of the corner of eye. I wasn't about to let that secret go, not even if she tortured me for it.
Hogosha rested his head on my lap, looking up at me and wagging his tail like a young puppy. He always seemed to sense when I needed his love, and with a smile I scratched him behind his ears.
Have you ever had an lovers?
Iasked suddenly on a whim. It was a strange question, but it promised an intresting answer, I was sure of it.
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