Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
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Post by Kalia on Mar 9, 2007 19:45:13 GMT -5
"So your name is Kazeielan...Anyways...i've lost hope for my self because there is nothing left for me in this world...there is nothing on this world that can change me...my only hope is to change lives of others...but they have no effect on me except for only leaving some scars in my soul...soon there will be no more room there...hopefuly I'll die then.' i said looking down at the floor of the cave, not having enough strength to face him.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 9, 2007 19:59:40 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
' I never thought that I would ever hear those words spoken, ' I say, dusting my hands off on my pants.
I don't say anything for a while, only unconciously check the wounds on my side. She shounds too much like the words that I had wanted to say so long ago.
' So you believe there is no hope for you? ' I ask, furrowing my brows.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 9, 2007 20:10:31 GMT -5
"I don't believe...I know. you would have to know my history in order to understand where i'm comming from. But from what i hear...or rather understand...you say that your the same as me? So aperently i might help because i understand you and you undersand me.'' i looked finaly him in the eyes, now unafraid that he might see my deep secrets in my soul.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 9, 2007 20:23:02 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
' Odd that you would trust secrets whit a man you know nothing of, ' I say, nodding slowly.
' But how could I trust you? I have been lied to much more than once. Is there a way that I can know, save what you tellem? ' I ask, a my eyes narrowing slightly.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 9, 2007 20:27:44 GMT -5
I look at him, my eyes tell no lies. "Because many others trusted me, i haven't let one of them down yet. But if you really want to know if you could trust me or not just judge your self. persons actions speak louder then words.' I reply...Something tells me that he still might not trust me...i don't blame him. "You tell me if you trust me or not." I looked into his eyes, proving that .
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 9, 2007 20:41:32 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
My eyes stay locked with her's for some time. Yes, maybe I do trust her. She helped me when others may have faltered. She healed me when others would have left me for dead. Indeed, I ind myself trusting her.
' Maybe we all need someone to trust, ' I say simply, keeping my eyes locked perfectly with her's.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 9, 2007 20:50:52 GMT -5
"We all do...at least once in our life time, there must be someone we can trust...the longer you bottle up, the more hurt you will be." My eyes staying in line with his. "I could only help if you let me. by force it will never work." I spoke gently, uncountiosly slipping into my memories. tears forming in my eyes.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 11, 2007 15:40:44 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
I hear the obvious change in her voice as the tears start to come into her eyes. ' You speak the truth, ' is all I say as I drop my gaze.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 11, 2007 17:26:31 GMT -5
Free of his eyes I allowed the tears to drop. "Why would I be lieing?" I asked, not knowing whether I trust him or not. I shook my head memorie of one of my cases comming back to me. They trusted me, I didn't trust them...It ended up with them killed. I didn't want that to happen again. "Why would I?" I ask more to my self.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 12, 2007 15:33:00 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
' I do not mean that you would lie. But what you say is the truth for everyone, ' I say, feeling a slight smile spread on my face. I catch the scent of her tears, but I do not say anything of them.
I glance at her through the corner of my good eye, though I quickly begin to stare at my hands again.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 12, 2007 15:52:39 GMT -5
I quickly wipe the tears away. At least one of us is happy. "That's why I was able to help so many...I made them see the truth, Made them see beauty...Most of them had it in their hearts but it was burried under so much pain, and anger...athat it took them longer then others to find it..." I say, though my voice still shakes.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 13, 2007 12:55:49 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
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' They had hearts. They, whoever they are, had souls,' I say, a hiss on my words. Never have I truely voiced this before, but my words were truly what I beleive. What I will always beleive.
I turn to face her, a humorless smile resting on my face.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies.
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 13, 2007 14:04:44 GMT -5
I look up a cold expression in my eyes, though they were full of tears. "Not all of them did. Some were nearly lost...that's why i don't want to give up on you." I whisper, trying to push my memories aside. I can't let them effect me.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Mar 13, 2007 17:15:19 GMT -5
At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are Never coming home Never coming home Could I? should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
I stare at her, watch the tears form in her eyes and hear the quavering note in her voice.
'Almost lost. Almost. Not entirely, '
I say, my voice becoming softer and darker with every word.
' They had a chance, ' I say.
She sounds as if she was really not going to give up, no matter what I said. But why, I am still not entirely sure. How can she care so much? How does she do it? I could never make myself be so sure of another person.
Get the feeling that you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
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Kalia
Queen's Army
Too stuborn to give in, too broken to care
Posts: 483
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Post by Kalia on Mar 13, 2007 17:17:22 GMT -5
"So do you! I will not give up on you, with that you are right! It doesn't mater what you say. If you were that lost we wouldn't be talking right now! I've would've been dead...or...or...something."
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