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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 14, 2007 19:31:51 GMT -5
Her hand lifts my chin up as effortlessly as I could throw the boulder we are sitting on across the pool. As easily I could crush her without meaning to. I do not fight her, but my eyes stay downcast, shyly. Not because I am ashamed, but because I am something like afraid, embarrassed that I can be so... squishy.
"What do you mean, in a way?" she asks. Confused, nothing more. Not angry... Not even afraid. Just... confused.
"I am not as..." I cannot find the word. "innocent. As you are. But I have... never felt this way before. Especially so... soon. I cannot even remember what they call it." My poor humor is barely backed up by a weak laugh. Still I keep my eyes downcast, still I seem horribly like a lost, beaten puppy.
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 14, 2007 19:40:25 GMT -5
Jayden nodded as she listened to what he had to say. She closed her eyes and sighed softly. She did not like how he seemed to be embarassed to show this side of himself to her. She whispered softly. "Look at me..." She wanted him to feel comfortable with her.
"I understand what you mean..." She chuckled softly. "You have been with a woman before and it did not turn out the way you wished it to, so you fear this again..." She closed her eyes and opened them a few moments later. "Do not feel you need to hide yourself from me Kaze... Please. That is all I ask." She rubbed her thumb softly on his hand.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 14, 2007 19:49:45 GMT -5
"Look at me..." Her words are barely there. Anyone else would have missed it. But I do, and my eyes find her gaze and hold steady.
"I understand what you mean..." Her soft, bell-like chuckle brings another strange feeling to my heart. It makes a tiny smile come to my face. Not even a smile, just a softening of my angular features. Relaxing, a little. "You have been with a woman before and it did not turn out the way you wished it to, so you fear this again..." She closes her eyes. My lips barely move in a whispered agreement. "Do not feel you need to hide yourself from me Kaze... Please. That is all I ask." Her thumb softly rubs the back of my hand.
I nod. "Alright," I say. And then I am speaking a bit. Another smile spreaks on my face. "It amazes me that you already know how I think."
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 14, 2007 20:00:48 GMT -5
Jayden's eyes opened, her face was towards the waterfall, she was thinking again, how this could have happened, and why it did. Was it God's way of telling her she needed not to be so feirce with everyone? Was it fate pushing her off a cliff? Was Kaze to catch her? She turned her eyes towards him, though her face was still turned away, her lips curving into a slight smirk, but it was softer, it was more of a smile-smirk.
She shook her head, her chuckle this time landed a smile, teeth and all. She turned to him now, her face at least."I know how you think because I know how I think... And I find it interesting that we seem to think alike..." She said with a coy little smirk placed on her lips.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 14, 2007 20:09:23 GMT -5
"I know how you think because I know how I think... And I find it interesting that we seem to think alike..." And then she smiles coyly at me. My... angsty, I suppose it can be called, mood before is gone. Obliterated.
A smile comes to my face. "And I ever thought it possible..." I muse, my voice just a low rumble. She looks over at the waterfall, and my eyes do not come off of her face.
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|[Jayden]|
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 15, 2007 17:16:59 GMT -5
She nods. "But as you know." She looked to him, she could tell he had not looked from her while her eyes were watching the water lap over the edge of the cliff. "That we live in the realm of impossibility." She whispered. "We exist, whatever we are, as the defining of science gone wrong..."
She looked back to the falls and sighed softly. "Every creature in this world is an oth to impossibility." She said. She chuckled and looked down. "Sorry. I must not be making any sense... When all I was trying to say was --" She looked back to him, "-- nothing is impossible."[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 15, 2007 18:23:21 GMT -5
"Every creature in this world is an oath to impossibility." She chusckles and looks down. "Sorry. I must not be making any sense... When all I was trying to say was --" she looks back at me "-- nothing is impossible."
I shake my head. "You make perfect sense." I laugh a little bit. "Too many years with too much times on my hands. I've become a philosopher," I say it with a tone of humor, almot exaggeratedly so.
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 15, 2007 18:30:22 GMT -5
She looked to him and chuckled. "You seem to make sense out of me." She said soflty before looking back down. She did not know what else there was to say, what else she could say. He was an interesting fellow, that was for sure, but she did not know if he wished to be around her any more, well, she knew he liked her, she could tell it, but they had been sitting here for hours, just talking.
She looked back at him and smiled. "Rather late, isnt it..." She sighed. "If you need to go anywhere, I do not mind." She said, he was an immortal, most likely had other things to occupy his time thne toalk to a woman that could pass for a dark muse.
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Dec 15, 2007 18:35:09 GMT -5
"If you need to go anywhere, I do not mind," she says.
I shake my head. "No, not really. I have done most of what there is to see and do in this world except actually... live. And enjoy it. I think I will stay here and get that chance." I do not know what brought those strangely poetic, strangely... loving words from my mouth. Either way, I like how they sound. I smile at her, my eyes gleaming with joy.
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Post by |[Jayden]| on Dec 15, 2007 18:44:18 GMT -5
"I have done most of what there is to see and do in this world except actually... live. And enjoy it. I think I will stay here and get that chance"
She looked to him and smiled. "I think you might have a chance at life." She whispered. "And I think I have a chance at one too..." She leaned forward and rested her forehead against his, her eyes closing as his skin touched hers.[/size]
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Post by [ st r yder ] on Feb 18, 2008 16:24:57 GMT -5
"I think you might have a chance at life," he voice was a soft whisper, a calming music to my ears, "And I think I have a chance at one too..." She rested her forehead against mine, her eyes closing ans her cold skin touched mine.
I nodded my agreement. "I... I do not know what to say... Or what to do..." Uncharacteristicly honest with her, and that scared me a bit. She could already see the depths of my heart. why not say them aloud?
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